Tick Tock

I can sit here and stare at the clock with it's one red hand making circles over the black numbers. Then I watch the large black hand moving at a slow steady pace, and the smaller black hand in place waiting for it's turn to move. Tick Tock. Tick Tock.

For the one and only

Ash Wednesday is coming soon, and I am getting a headache only because I am thinking of what I could give up. It's supposed to be about sacrificing, therefore, I don't want to give up something that's worthless. So, I'm left bewildered. I can't think of a single item that I have an attachment to. I honestly can say I've given up so much since mid-December, I can't think of anything else. I am thinking about giving up Facebook, but I've been able to give up that before without hesitation. I can give up.... Him. The thoughts of him, the fear of him, and the pressure he left me with, the only exception would be when I legally have to talk of him. Along with this, I will give up her, my grieving of her, and guilt I have for her. Then, when I think of them, I will pray for strength for us all. I have found it, a true sacrifice, for the one that gave it all. <3