Here we go

It's been a long time since I've made a post and a lot has changed since then. Right now I'm sitting in hyvee eating a salad. I'm alone and I feel it too. I was tempted to ask the girl sitting at the table alone if she wanted some company but she's gone now. It's my day off. I can think of multiple things that would keep me occupied and distract my thoughts but I can't find the motivation to actually do anything. I guess I'd rather sit here by myself stare across the table at the empty seat and picture someone with me. I got all dressed up this morning to go nowhere. Oh well. The song "Already gone" by Kelly Clarkson just started playing and I think that's my cue to leave.